So I guess just like that we’re done.
Everything feels like its falling apart right now. Scratch that everything is falling apart right now and I’m just a dumb ass. I would love to go on and on about how sucky I feel right now, but I don’t have the time. So I’m just giving a brief paragraph to let you all know that I suck.
Solo.
I think I’m just a happier person by myself, as in relationships. I just like being care free. I get annoyed too easily relationships just never workout for me. I have no feelings when it comes to them. I don’t know maybe I’m just weird, but I’m perfectly fine being alone. I’m sixteen I don’t need or want a relationship, I’ve got my own things going on in my life right now. The last thing I need is someone to worry about/weigh me down. I really don’t see how some kids my age have been dating someone for four years or more, you’re young there’s more to life than a relationship. I just think you have all the time in the world to be in love, date, get married. There’s no need to rush any of that. No this post isn’t just because of my annoyed mood right now, I’ve always been like this and I think tonight I realized even more that I was trying to start something that I didn’t want in the first place.
I just had the weirdest dream about you. It was weird because it was like old times. Stupid dream, now I miss you.
Stotesbury.
There were about 50 boats in our time trail, it was 18 to advance. We placed 17th making it to semi-finals, of course we ended up getting lane six. Dead. Lane. No current in that lane what so ever. To make it even better my cox box broke on our way up to the semi, lane 5 kept coming too close to me making it unable to pass them. We placed last, but not by a lot. I somehow feel like I lost it for them. Nationals is this weekend so we’ll see. I know we’re better than how we did on Saturday.
